It all seems blurry but…… I’ve been feeling a bit out of it lately…Not particularly sure why but this swing in moods is hard to explain. It’s a combination of a lot of things running through my clouded mind. Life in general is a challenge which in the process of survival leads to clouded mind. I guess you just gotta pick yourself up and keep moving on huh..I know it’s easier said than done but it’s the only way forward. Every time I feel like I’m closer to that breakthrough, something knocks me right off my feet Which lands me back at square one. This alone makes me want to throw in the towel but that voice whispers “that’s not an option” each time I think about that move. I make all the right moves and the right decisions but then end up flat on my face. Why?? Have i not given it my all? Or are they simply tests to see how much I Can handle? These tests are unbearable most times but it’s surely molding me into the strong individual that I am today. I couldn't imagine m